10 Days Down...170 to go

What a week.

After getting some of the negativity out of my life, I finally realized who my real friends are.

This weekend I was up in Madoc, and let me tell ya, It was the best weekend I've had in quite a while. I slept until 1:30 in the afternoon and my MIL just watched the kids all day while I sat in the sunshine smoking my greens. Fantastic weekend.

My Vue is fixed, thanks to my FIL. I was lucky to have it die right when we pulled into their driveway. Haha.

I am sitting here stoned, typing to Julia, who is in the same room as me and listening to P!NK. Oh gooodddd, so wonderful.

Sometimes.......

You just need to step back and look around.

Anger and Tears

Is a horrible combination.

I finally heard from Michael today. He was too 'busy' to call or email. Nice excuse. This is going to be a long long LONG 6 months. I am not even going to analyze why he didn't even tell me he made it safe and sound.. it's not even worth it.


My mother is mad at me. She thinks I have brought drugs into the house, and stormed out of the house like a child instead of actually talking about it like two adults should. I am not even going to feed into this shit. Why would I even CHANCE doing that here? Give me a break.


I just want my family back together. I am already sick of this shit. Really.

Sleep

It's time. To have a nice un-interupted slumber. Trianna is sick with a fever and is waking all of us up with her coughing fits. I hope it settles down tonight.

I still haven't heard from Michael yet. I know he is busy, but 4 days without just sending an email or phone call?


Blaugh. Time to put the kids to bed, have some warm toast and sleep away......

My Mikey

It's been 3 days. I'm not going to announce it's been 'the longest 3 days ever', but I have really genuinlly missed Michael. I feel a little lost without him sometimes. I feel like a wandering puppy when it comes to being a 'full responsible adult'.

We made the trip to Ontario in one drive. Our first time attempting it. I drove all of the night and early morning, and Mike took over in the morning/evening.

Being under my parents roof can be challening. I don't really enjoy sleeping on a thin mattress on the floor. But, at least I am near the people I love the most.

Speaking of which, I am going to snuggle into that thin mattress on the floor right now.





Oh, And I get weed.

Happy Anniversary

Happy 6th Anniversary Mike. Have a great flight and I hope you can make it home for Christmas.

I love you.

Tomorrow

Michael leaves for tour and it's our 6th wedding anniversary.


Sigh.



At least I am in Ontario around friends and family.


It's cold out.

Slowly Packing

And by slowly, I mean, haven't started yet.

We are planning on leaving this weekend sometime, but Hurricane Earl might have something to say about that. I'd rather stay here an extra day, knowing my house hasn't been hit by a tree or fallen over.

I can't believe I am going to be a God mother. FINALLY, one of my best friends is pregnant, and I am loving every second of it. Since I had Trianna almost 6 years ago, I've been ACHING for one of my friends to have a baby. I want to hold, cuddle, love and cherish a new life without having to get up in the night or change diapers!

I do have 2 lovely babies in my life right now. Ariana and Paloma. They are turning 1 in September. It blows my MIND! I can't wait to get to Ontario to visit them again. I miss them SO much.




Their mother Tara, was my only REAL friend out here in Nova Scotia before they got transferred. I cannot WAIT to get back there and start being with them again. I am hoping after Mike's tour, we can put in a transfer and go back to Trenton. We shall see.





Today, after our backyard shaded up, I let the kids outside. Alex immediately took off her diaper and started chasing the butterflies (We always have little white ones flying in our backyard) I really should of taken a picture of it, because her little chunky bum cheeks were bouncing while she ran, and it made me laugh so hard.


I love being a mommy.



Cheers

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